A 17-year-old who was raped multiple times as a child has been ended her life after doctors agreed that she was going through unbearable emotional anguish. Noa Pothoven had experienced severe post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and anorexia ever since the vicious sexual attacks which occurred when she was aged 11, 12 and 14. In some final remarks before her death, the teenager penned one last Instagram post which she explained her reasons for choosing to die. “After years of fighting it is finished,” she wrote in the heartbreaking post. “I have now stopped eating and drinking and it has been decided that I will be released from my suffering.”
Under Dutch law, children as young as 12 can be granted the right to die, as long as medical professionals determine that their suffering has reached the threshold of being “unbearable” and their condition has “no prospect of improvement”. This can apply to both physical and emotional illness. Trapped in a pit of despair and depression, Pothoven said that she initially contacted the Life End Clinic in The Hague without telling her loved ones because she was so ashamed. In her post, she said she had “not really been alive for so long,” after the traumatic incidents.
Pothoven previously told Dutch newspaper the Gelderlander that, following the attacks, she has been consistently racked with fear and shame. Now, she said, that pain had become crippling as her body began to fail as a result of her continued, self-imposed starvation. “I relive the fear, that pain every day,” she said of the attack. “I’m always scared, always on my guard.” “To this day my body still feels dirty,” she told the outlet. Prior to her death, Noa had penned an award-winning biography titled “Winning or Learning,” in which she detailed many of her devastating life experiences and struggles with mental illness and eating disorders.
Pothoven said she desired to help vulnerable and abused children in Holland and sought to encourage the opening of specialized clinics where youngsters could be treated for psychological or physical trauma, these facilities barely exist at all in the Netherlands. According to the Sun, Dutch minister Lisa Westerveld visited the gravely unwell girl just as her organs began to fail as a result of her persistent battle with anorexia. “It was nice to see her again. It is also very unreal,” the Westerveld said. “Noa was incredibly strong and very open. I will never forget her. We will continue her struggle.”
“I am still breathing but I am no longer alive,” the rape victim wrote in her final post. She concluded. “This is my decision and it is final. Love is letting go, it is finished.” In 2016, 6,091 people were euthanized in the Netherlands; a country that has some of the most liberal laws on assisted suicide in the world. That number of fatalities was 4% of total deaths recorded in Holland that year. As for the issue of assisted suicide on the grounds of mental health issues, Pothoven’s case is not isolated. At the beginning of January 2018, 29-year-old Aurelia Brouwer was administered a lethal dose of drugs after being tormented with crippling depression for most of her life.